Being Scared is normal. We are humans.We have emotions. When you are Scared is because you are about to do something brave,something that could change your life.

After 5 months and 2 surgeries I have to go back to work on Monday. Health wise I don’t feel like at 100 %.  

I have to pass 20 hard tests in the next 7 weeks. I have to memorize many , many words and codes and maps and much more. 

I’m scared. It was given me a second chance . The job of my dreams.

I have to win this battle. I have to look behind my fears. How do I stay focus on study and keep myself positive?

Will my disease progress ? Maybe yes. Maybe not. I hope not.